*luc^KY^_ girl*

true indeed..if the boys become girls, and girls become boys..then sure they know how to love each other..:)

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
Id roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
Id kick it with who I wanted
And Id never get confronted for it
Because theyd stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear Id be a better man
Id listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause hes taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
Id put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that shed be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear Id be a better man
Id listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause hes taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

Its a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You dont understand (yea you dont understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday youll wish you were a better man
You dont listen to her
You dont care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

well..I’ve started my new life over here unexpectedly..I’ve been waiting quite some time for their reply so at last I got it..some of my friends asked me,why I’m here alone?why I choose to be here as my hometown is so far away,n I got no friend here,not even one..lonely not?actually I did feel lonely sometimes..esp when u hv to walk to office alone,walk back to ur room alone and when ur roommate is not in the room,u’re in ur room alone..dunno what to do..rite?well..what I can say is..it’s depend on u,u’re the one to choose how to walk..n how u think bout it..k,I’ve no choice,I’ve to walk alone as most of my frens r not from the same department n even my roommate too..so,what can I do is..think another way round..plan out sth else..I’l go to hv a walk if my frens r busy..go bc room n watch drama..online..sms frens..luckily,most of time I’ve been reserved!haha..I’l go to dinner with few friends..carry out some activities like play pool,play mahjong,sing k..everything in our life won’t stay long,it just stop for some time,then it will leave..the very good eg,friends..if u’re lucky,then u’ll meet some true friends n u’l always keep in touch..if not,u’l hv their contact no,everytime when u feel bored n look into the phonebook,u’l find that it’s been long time u guys din contact each other,or u guys only forward sms for each other..it’s kinda weird feeling to sms him or her,dunno what to say esp when u were very close fren b4..hi,dear XXX..how r u recently,been long time din contact u d..how’s life?or they’ve changed their hp no..u dun even know it..lagi terukzzz..everybody has their own character,style..u cant force ppl to accept u,u oso cant force ppl to change becoz of u dun like their character..what v can do is..just open one eye n cloz one eye la!haha..choose a way that will make u happier!:) there must be a reason why u got this n that..is fated!I miss my family n friends too..I love the weather here..that’s y I choose here n I always like to b independent..my frens knew that..as I think I can learn a lot when I’m alone in a strange plc..I’ve to learn to adapt the environment here,make new frens,take care of ownself not only physically but mentally as well..how to control my temper,how to talk to elder ppl or someone who is fragile,or someone who is hard to serve..u wont learn it if u din experience it..of course in the process, there might be hurts..whateva,I’l just smile..:) no choice,who asked I chose it..I would hv to know the result when I made this decision..I learnt to smile,learnt to accept,learnt to b independent,learnt to think positively..what wil happen next?no one kno it..what I believe is..it’s all fated!just be urself and believe me,Happy go Lucky..if it’s urs,someday u’l got it..enjoy everyday n appreciate it,so that u won’t be regret..:)

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn’t I, Didn’t I tell you.

But I can’t spell it out for you,
No it’s never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we’d be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We’d never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I’m on your side
Didn’t I, didn’t I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn’t I tell you

But I can’t spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can’t spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we’d be perfect for each other
And we’ll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We’d never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

It’s not always the same
No it’s never the same
If you don’t feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we’d be perfect for each other
And we’ll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We’d never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

突然发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说

夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得又无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

I don’t wanna lose you,
I don’t wanna use you
just to have sombody by my side
And I don’t wanna hate you
and I don’t wanna take you
But I don’t wanna be the one to cry
and I don’t really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there’s a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain’t enough

Now I could never change you
I don’t wanna blame you
Baby you don’t have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something’s gonna change

But there’s a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain’t enough

And there’s no way home
when it’s late at night and you’re all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where I used to lay

And there’s a Danger in Loving somebody too much
And it’s sad when you know it’s your heart they can’t touch
There’s a reason why people don’t stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain’t enough
Baby sometimes love just ain’t enough

你今天爱他，他也爱你，但又有谁可担保你会永远爱他，他也会永远爱你？没有受伤？没有失望？有谁可以很肯定的告诉你？爱情是个不可靠的东西。。你今天不爱他了，遇见了新的他，和他分手。。和新的他在一起，觉得幸福，开心？明天，你能确定你对新的他一心一意，或是新的他对你一心一意吗？那么他呢？自己一个人吗？还在伤心吗？后悔没有好好地珍惜你吗？还是也有了新的伴路了，可以取代你的位置了？

至于与新的他呢？真心爱你吗？你又了解新的他有多少？你又会不会是因为新鲜感而一时冲动呢？一旦走久了自然而然会发现一个人的缺点，习惯了和他在一起的感觉，一举一动。。你又可不可以接受新的他的缺点呢？你会不想念当时的恋情？与他在一起的生活？你又会不会拿来做比较？其实，爱情可不可以容纳三个人？三角恋真的只有痛苦吗？到最后。。。也许，你也不会和他或新的他在一起。。。朋友,想清楚吧..

一旦决定了,就要勇敢的走..加油..

I’m bc to Kb d!at last..finish exam,this time can enjoy d..this sem is the most suffered..after this,I’l go for practical lo..luckily vf three of my ji mui geda,n one of my kbgeng,one joker..I think will be quite enjoy..haha..no,my fren said scared the place will collapse,coz v going there to work..ppl normal after receive our help bcum abnormal..but I think ppl there will be happier..they will laugh vf us 2geda..",) dunno y I feel myself bcum happier now,I’m bc!I laugh as usual,really happy this few days,weeks,month..I do what I like,go where I wish,laugh when wanna laugh,cry when wanna cry..very happy..really happy..I plan so many things vf my jimui n frenz..my jimui said I’m so playful..everytime when they said wanna go where to play,shop or kaikai,I wil be the one who excited 1st..:( ya,I admit..I like to "play"..I like freedom..very happy when go out kaikai..this is so called extraversion lo..I think if ask ppl who kno me,who m I?extra or intro..everyone will vote for extra..haha..my jimui buy me n mayture a cake that nite after exam,although my b.day oledi pass,but they still not forget to buy me a cake,n they try to buy me the cake that I said I like,but din get..nvm,gals..10s!really surprised..n think bc v r so happy n close..I saty vf one of my jimui in the hse,only two of us,one person in each room,that’s a flat,so hv two rooms.Two of my jimui stay in the same row,n one more live in that area too,5 min walking distance..mummy(one of my jimui) will cook for us sometimes,else v go take dinner at nearby restaurant..sometimes v make steamboat,mini party..then all jimui will geda in my hse,even overnite there..v will kove my bed or xiaoxiao bed into one room,v z 2geda..chit chat b4 z,laugh b4 z..so happy~v do things 2geda..everytime when I wanna cum bc Kb,v will hug hug 1st b4 I leave there..feel so warmth..like this kind of frenship..of course wont forget my kbgeng..last time used to z 2geda,although now less d,but I still miss that time n I think will hv chance again..v haven play mahjung 2geda!Although me,wai n rere play d..haha..rule by ourselves..very flexible..:p my life in KL..I’ll smile vf happiness when I think bc..10s guys for giving me so much sweet memories..I miss my childhood frens..how r u al there?everyone doing own things..still keep in touch..well,hope will meet them one day..

2mrw is my big day..Utar give me two exams as my birthday present,so I cant actually go out to celebrate..:,( my frens all gonna sit for exam too..but they plan to celebrate the next day after our exam..well,10s dear ji mui..wei fly back from KB 2day coz plan to celebrate for me 2mrw,but unfortunately,our banana dun wan go out coz she has to sit for exam the next morning,.she haven finish study..no choice..I understand.Think bc few years ago..my frens bring me to PCB(one of the beach at Kel),then v sit 2geda under the moon..they sing birthday song for me..do our things 2geda..now one of the fren is not here d..few months ago,but still cant get hin out of my mind,dunno how is him now..the environment thr same as us here?meet any frens?still remember my birthday?Just now my ah sou sms me, she said 2mrw whole m’sia celebrate for me le,coz it’s a public holiday..haha..I hv to make a new wish le 2mrw,wat m I going to wish for?hehe..2nite hv to think it properly..2mrw going to be 22 d lo..cant wear the "key" d lo..well,happy birthday to me,mandy..study smart ya!hehe..

Hey baby

when we are together

doing things that we love

Every time you’re near I feel like I’m in heaven

feeling high I don’t want to let go, girl.

I just need you to know girl

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,

No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight,

I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together,

doing things that we love.

Everytime you’re near I feel like I’m in heaven,

feeling high

I don’t want to let go, girl.

I just need you you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away,

baby you’re the one I need tonight,

No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight,

I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t want to run away,

I want to stay forever,

thru Time and Time..

No promises

I don’t wanna run away,

I don’t wanna be alone

No Promises

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,

No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,

No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight..

人变了心,言而无信.
人断了情,无谓伤心.
我一直聆听,
我闭上眼睛,
不敢看你的表情.
满天流星,无穷无尽,
我的眼泪擦不乾净,
所以绝口不提.
所以暗自反省.
终於,
我挣脱了爱情.
把爱,剪碎了随风吹向大海.
有许多事,
让泪水洗过更明白.
天真如我,
张开双手以为撑得住未来,
而谁担保爱永远不会染上尘埃.
把爱,剪碎了随风吹向大海.
越伤得深,
越明白爱要放得开.
是我不该,
怎么我会眷著你眷成依赖,
让浓情在转眼间变成了伤害.

我剪不碎旧日的动人情怀,
你看不出来我的无奈.