*luc^KY^_ girl*

I cry..feel very disappointed..try to scold no 1..but,my tears drop at last..I’m a leader of Personality’s assgnmt.I set a date,n hope that I can get every1’s work n I need to edit all parts n so that our work is link together.I hope I can print it out 2day n can pass up to our lecture 2mrw.But..now..so sad..is like make me feel I’m trying so hard to finish all the work,n hope this hope that,but no1 is following me..haha..I was so frustrated,I was angry..but I dun1 2 scold ppl,I choose 2 b silent,try to plan wat to do next,hope I still can continue my work..plan n plan..then hav no mood to listen to lecturer..feel my heart is pain..very pain..I need to go to settle my things..redo
IC,license,bankcards…I hv no transport,I hv to follow wai n rere’s time..every1 is busy now…everytime I keep on smiling,din get angry o scold ppl.Do u know I’m actually a hot-temper person?I try n try not to scold,keep silent..plz..I appreciate everything that I hv.I love all my frens even u r my new fren..I dun like to say o tell others that I’m a hot temper person,I don wan to remind myself.I’m trying to control my temper..do u realize I’ve change so much?I’m smiling o laughing all the times?I hate ppl break their promise..plz don promise me anithing if u think u cant make it…now..feel better d..I’m stand up again!Bcoz I’m Mandy Pui Hwei Yoong!Rite?:)

Rere,so happy to c u smile again..n hope everything like usual..today,I do feel a bit upset,n paiseh..Coz I’ve no money to eat,drink n no money to buy a new purse..Tzer n Mily help me pay all the expenses,so paiseh..haih..feel like uncomfortable n cant order expensive foods need to save money coz it’s not my money..today rere’s parents buy her a hp n camera d,feels so happy although it’s not mine,hehe..Just now my mum call me,n ask me how..I ask her.."Y rere’s parents come,u n dad din come?"Hehe..actually nothing la,just want to bully her,:P..I"m ok,no need to come la,my dearest dad,mum n bro.I know if u all come,then I might b "mayor",I’ll b weak,it’s like I’m protected..No!I don’t wan..I don wan this kind of me..I like to be independent!I kno if I’m "down" then I’ll need time to recover n my parents,family,Kiong n frens will be worried..No way!I don like this!I hate it!I love to c every1 smiling..laughing..I still remember when I was hurt in year 2002,some problems vf Kiong..Every1 is worried..I went to Wei’s hse n hug her then cry till KB going to flood d..hehe..I think is bcoz of that problems,I gain a lot of experiences..I decided n wont allowed me myself not b weak!I’ll cry but I’ll be ok very fast..I just wan to release..so fren,if 1 day when u saw me cry,don wori ya!N I would like to say 10s to all my frens..10s for everything…10s for ur concerns too…10s..10s..

We cook spagtheti at SS2,my coursemates’ hse last nite,n v plan to go sing k around 4pm then will go to watch movie <Just My Luck> n <The Lake Hse> tonite.So,I fetch mimi n Daphne at MC coz after send rere to uni then three of us went to fetch tzer at wai’s hse n hv lunch there.Around 2pm,v went to uni to fetch rere then v went to find wai at SS2 again..around 4pm,rere get snatched by someone who ride motor in front of XY’s hse..At first,I heard rere’s sound but I cant hear it clearly,I thought she is playing vf wai then again I heard her sound like calling my fren,"Kar Fai!" so I stand up n hv a look.I saw Wai is running,n I heard he scream"Chiong Ye ar!"…Oh shit!I quickly run down n try to get or chase without thinking..I run n run..hope that no one will b hurt,nothing will be snatched..but,I saw Wai n Rere..Rere is crying..I know I will be disappointed..when I walk nearer,I can hear rere keep on saying: "Sorry, Hwei Yoong..Sorry..sorry…"I’m ok,gal..the most important is u r safe n no one is injured..It’s true!N I’m sad..sad to c u crying,gal..I don care the things that I’ve lost,I want u to b safe!U r more important than my purse..then,me n Tzer rush bc to XY’s hse,I borrow tzer’s hp,Edwin’s hp to call Maybank,Public,n BCB to cancel all the ATM’s cards..This is wat I think n I can do for u gal..U r still crying,n I know u r scared..n feel so soli to us..but I’m fine,no one will blamed u gal..After call my dad n mum,then me n tzer drive to nearby maxis center n try to cancel the line but today is sat,maxis close..Then v call rere’s dad n wai’s bro to call 123 coz Edwin,Waiwai n Tzer r using prepaid,only postpaid can call 123..haih..after that,rere is more stable then v go to police station to report..inside rere’s bag have..digicam,MP3,pendrive,3 purse(rere,wai n mine),3 hp(rere,wai n kar fai),2 watch(wai n rere)….the stupid guy must be kaya after get all the stuff..hope he really needs the money to live,not a penagih dadah..I’m ok..I can do nothing,no one can do anything..no one can b blamed..it’s fate..mayb the money n all the valueable things help us to block those bad things like accidents to happen..I kno I need to be tough n accept it..rere,plz don feel sad about the things u hd lost n no nid to say soli to anyone,v din blame u..u must stand up n be tough,u still need to continue ur life,ur work..I’ll b there for u,n u r not alone to accept this..gal,smile..*muaks!

Last nite,I went to Genting with my mum..feel very happy coz hv this opportunity to accompany mum to genting,this few days was busy doing assignments,preparing midterms..luckily yesterday was the last day for midterm..I promise myself I must enjoy myself without thinking of my assignments,n I’ll try my very best to complete all assignments when I’m bc.I miss my family,Kiong n my old frens very much..but,what to do?I need to leave all those things n come here to study..I must be tough,brave to face everythings alone!I hv to think how to solve the presented problems myself without any family member..Kiong is in Kuantan,although is nearer than last time but is still need at least 3 hours to meet.Last nite,when I’m enjoying in Genting,suddenly I received a sms.."Yoong,I hv something to tell u.My mum is not here d.So soli to tell u late.."OMG!Is my hometown fren, a fren who I kno her when her bf wanna leave her then ask me to contact her..then v bcum good fren after that..I keep on comfort her when she is alone,I wont let her b weak!It’s ok to let go the guy if he din ever love u anymore..everythings gonna be ok..her family is not rich,rent a shop n help ppl repair bicycle..n now all her siblings hv grow up,left a sister who is still in primary sch,others working d..but,her mum met accident n is not in this world anymore…I dunno wat to say to her..n just can sms her to tell her be tough n plz take good care..really sad n soli to hear tat..really dunno wat to say..In March,my great grand ma passed away..I oso hv the same feeling,especially when v going to send her the last journey,on the way to "fu long san"..really feel sad n v cant go to visit her anymore..still remember the way she call my name.."Ah Yoong ar..",she makes dumpling,cooks potatoes..the way she walks…the world is so beautiful..all gonna be vanish n she is going to walk to another world..I saw my grandma n aunt cry,I do feel down too..but,I kno I shouldn’t cry..I must be tough..n my greatgrandma is old d..sometimes..I’ll remember her..espesially when I saw dumpling…eat potatoes..I kno I’m the girl who will cry easily especially when watching those touching movies..haha..my fren will always laugh at me..n I’ll easily sympathy others..I really feel heart pain when I saw ppl suffer..I wish I could help them,that’s y I choose psychology,I want to share their problems…They wont b alone when facing problems..For me,I hv my own words which always in my heart.."Enjoy every steps in my life..happy?sad?stress?..do enjoy it..all these will make ur life more meaningful..especially when facing problems,those every1 dislike it,actually it’s helpful..u’ll gain many experiences when u overcome it..U’ll kno wat to do when ur frens or u urself face it again..be tough n brave!Everythings gonna be fine…keep on smiling.."