Archive for November, 2006

Meet u again..

Saturday, November 25th, 2006

Meet u again fren..I was shocking at first,I keep on asking myself,m I dreaming?I kno u r not in this world d,but I still meet u,n u told me u r bc..u bc on sat..been long time din meet u d,meet u again now..u looked so good,happy live there.The questions "M I dreaming?""Izzit u?or the guy I met is ur bro?" keep on spinning my mind..this time v met not as long as v met last few times,v just met accidentally,n as last time v were like make appointment b4 n u bring me here n there..Actually I feel happy to meet u in dream,is a only way v can keep in touch,is the only way I get to kno how r u recently ..but when I kno that usually ppl in another world will not talk to us,n v cant meet that often,it’s so scary.I hv been told to "cut down"our friendship,u walk ur way n I walk my way..I was so sad at first,I’m scared to wait till that day,I really appreciate our friendship,u know it rite?But I hv to,is for my own good,I kno..it’s hard to let u go,but the fact is,u hv gone!I hv to accept it..Plz forgive me,I cant visit u when I’m bc to KB,V hv to stop meeting..This is an order,v hv no choice,fren..v r in different world now..Actually if I dunno the rules,I was so happy to meet u,I think u 2 rite?U r new comer for that world,mayb u dunno the rules too..I think u wont bcum like wat others said..I’m so glad to hv u as fren b4,such a good guy!Even u r not here,u r alwiz there for me when I’m not happy..thanks for the trip u brought me to that day,n comfort me when I’m not happy that time..mayb I dream of u last nite bcoz I was angry about that customer last nite,u try to talk to me,but time is limited,v cant chat much..U gv me a feeling like,u r  alwiz bside me,to protect me..10s..dun wori,I will not forget I hv u as fren b4,u r alwiz my fren 4eva..plz remember v must follow the rules..k?Dun harm me k?Just protect me n dun eva bring me here n there k?U kno wat I mean,fren..is oledi 110 days u been in that world,should be ok vf that environment d rite?U looked so good last nite..anyway,take care..

Where u go..I miss u so..

Thursday, November 16th, 2006

The guy who love you, can’t tell you the reason why he love you. he only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one.

The guy who love you, actually always make you mad, but he do never know what stupid thing did he done, as everything he done, is for your own good.

The guy who love you, seldom praise you, but in his heart, you are the best, only he know it.

The guy who love you, will scold or complaint if you din’t reply his message but others, because he cares.

The guy who love you , Only drop his tears in front of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart , the heart which beat for you.

The guy who love you, always tell you not to think too much, because they already plan it for you, he want to give u the best life in the future, he want to give you a surprise, believe him that he can do it.

The guy who love you, maybe can’t remember special occasion like some kind of anniversary, but , he do know that, every second he live, he’s loving you, no matter what day is today

The guy who love you, will listen quietly to you, when you are mad, and when you finished, he will said, you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier with smile.

The guy who love you , if he can’t always see you, he will try to make himself busy, for not to have any time to remember you, because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.

The guy who love you, said sweet words to u, and you know his kisses transfer his all passion to you.

I saw this in one of my fren’s sis acc.Now only I kno why my dar alwiz make me mad..alwiz ask me not to worry bout him,scold me especially when I din pick up his phone call or msg..N now I dunno where he is..can’t get thro his phone for 24 hrs d..OMG!As wat rere ask me.."don’t u worry?"..I’m worried!I dunno wat happen,just kno tat he went to Dungun yesterday,n no news then..I guess should be nth happen,but..you know..nothing I can do..N if sth happen, hospital will call my phone,rite?Haaha..well well..hope to hear from u soon,dar..luv u..

幸福背后..

Friday, November 10th, 2006

那温暖 你的温度 安静的意味着那 
短暂幸福
爱就算满足 却是个未知数
如果有天长地久 有多遥远 让我看见
越是幸福越害怕 怕它会结束 
越拥抱 却越是孤独
没人了解的寂寞 我自己照顾
不想让你发现我 凌乱的脚步 
我努力 跟上你的速度
不再独自感受 那幸福背后藏的辛苦
那么快 你的甜苦 如何让我的花色
爱让人喜悦 就算会有变数
只要能拥有一秒 有多辛苦 我愿付出
越是幸福越害怕 怕它会结束 
越拥抱 却越是孤独
没人了解的寂寞 我自己照顾
不想让你发现我 凌乱的脚步 
我努力 跟上你的速度
不再独自感受 那幸福背后藏的辛苦

10s god..I was so lucky!

Wednesday, November 1st, 2006

Jz bc from KB,last nite I drop my tears when I was in the train.I miss my family!I was so happy and hang fok when in KB.Protected by parents,grandma,brother…I "work" in the temple when bc there,help to sell joss stick,help ppl write when they wanna "kui un",help to show ppl how to pray..especially when bring elders,"papah" them..I feel so happy every time after papah them.N when they say 10s or smile at me,I really feel so hang fok!Everytime during this season,my family members al wil bc to pray,some bc for few days,but is more than enuf.Therefore,I will bc too to meet them.Today,I suppose to reach KLsentral aroud 738am as written in the train tic,but no..I was still in the train at 1130am..so I miss my midterm exam,but lecturer let me take but join other tutorial gp,last chance,1230noon.10s my dearest jimui,help me to ask permission from my tutor.I reach AsiaJaya LRT sta ard 1150am,my ji mui n Ah Z go n fetch me there,although 1200noon got lecture.So gam tong!N when reach,I kno Ah yuan must be very worried,then I ask Kim how was she act..ya, as wat I think,she worried till scared to call or even sms me…haha!N every1 is worried!As wat wai said,"so nice ar u,just came bc from Kb,then every1 is worried bout u.Busy to help u fond the way to help u in exam.."Bcoz I bc to KB for 2weeks,then I miss to learn SPSS,my jimui help me to transfer the data to me,but failed.They tried to teach me thro fon,tried to get answer to help me in exam..scared I hungry,buy my fav fruit to me before they enter claz..10s,my dear "gang"!I was so so so lucky,n feel so warm..without frens,I think I will not be so happy in this new environment..I hv family,Orbit members,WEI n SAN,KB GENG,old frens fr KB,my "MCA" jimui…my world is full of luv n support!10s god!10s…n of course will not forget my dar,KIONG..hehe..10s for ur change n luv..so happy that v will discuss our problem properly n get it solve then..10s god!