*luc^KY^_ girl*

I said I’m better d in my latest blog,but the next day I admitted!Haha..after 4days in hosp,I’m now temporarily stay at my aunt hse,hv to go bc hosp follow up,now under medication.When looking back,I really don’t know how can I stand the pain for 1week then only decided to admit,although doc ask me to admit but I’m such a pure cow,still can stand for 1more day,after my mum,Kiong ask me to admit then only decide to admit.Ah Zee,Mayture,Xaioxaio,Yuan,Kim,Tzy Feng n Yen accompany me to hosp.So gam dong when saw 2cars come n fetch me..in hosp,really scared,coz nurse will help me put in urine bag so that I pass urine by using the bag.Heard my frens said it is damn pain when putting in the bag,as usual nurse gv me an injection,the help me wash the wound.Wah,damn pain when the nurse help me wash it.I try to stand the pain,but it’s really pain!I SHOUT,hAND KEEP ON FINDING THINGS TO GRAP,lastly I pain till CRY!The most painful I ever had,although I hv been stand the pain for one week la..gila punya orang..after wash the wound,the other nurse help me to put in the tube,haha..I din feel pain d,"ma" d..everyday nurse will help me wash 3times per day,oh my god!When I kno I hv to suffer 3 times each day,really scared!My parents come from KT n KB 2nd day to look after me.Kesian my frens,hv to rush here n there to take care of me,n yuan overnite in hosp to accompany the 1st nite.Slowly,many ppl around me get to kno I get admitted,they come to hosp..I’m still ok if din wash the wouind but after wash the wound I hv no energy d coz waste so much energy to shout,even cry n "fa dou",this is wat happen although I taken pain killer.Still remember "AV" frens heard my shout when they visited me.So soli to scared them..I hv to put aside my studies to rest in hosp,no choice..actually I’m worried,coz I hv to pass up the proposal of my final year project n there are so many assignments hv to do.My best frens,wei n se rush to hosp too when they get to kno from Phing.Actually v hv make appointment so v can meet on Sat for shopping n gathering between three of us,but at last v meet up in hosp,is oso a kind of gathering I think..haha..My aunts,uncs,cousins all went to visit me.,tell u all truthly,although I’m suffering in hosp,hv mild phobia towards nurses,but I do feel lucky to hv loves n cares from my dearest parents n families,frens..although the hosp is so far from their hse,but still take some times to visit me..I can feel the pain from my mum when she saw me cry when wanna sit bath in the dark purple color medicine,she is beside me to accompany me when the nurse apply wash n apply medicine for me.She hugs me,let me grap her although I try not to.. This is so called "Mother"..I love u,mum..my hp non stop ringing,from my grandma,aunts,unc,frens..A word.."lucky gal"..n 10s to all my frens!Really 10s!Dun wori,as wat u all said,u all miss the happy me,actually me too..I’ll become better n better..every1 is waiting for me to go shop!Haha..

I get sick,cant go camp..it doesnt matter but it’s so suffering..non-stop fewer,sakit sendi…feel like wanna pluck out my bone n hit..so bad!suffer for 2 days,then decided to change Doctor..so the next day Tzy Feng ponteng n send me to another doc.After test urine,blood pressure..doc said my urine bladder get infection!That’s y I feel so pain when I "wee wee"..it’s so terrible,u kno..I hv to bite my shirt,I use my hand to close my eyes,n get ready then only "wee wee"..so pain..until everytime when I feel wanna go toilet also scared..at nite,can’t z le..turn here n there..doc said it will takes longer time to recover,omg!I hv to suffer for sometime..but within this few days,wat I get is the caring from my frens..they accompany me,take care of me,send me to doc,sms me,phone me..aunt who rent her room for me oso very caring,she even call me when I bc to ayi’s hse..of course this makes my family worried,so soli..frens,I’m now better d..is just still feel very pain when "wee wee",but I’ll not bcoz of pain the dun wan drin water..I drink a lots!I’ll never give up!I wanna go uni!

new year?older 1 year..:) I should be happy bcoz alwiz thinking to have own salary,can buy own car,hse,shirts..shopping by using own money..hope to be independent..ya,now older 1 year tat’s mean I’m going to achieve my dreams sooner n sooner..Dad,mum,bro,grandma..feel so unhappy 1na leave home again,feel so warm when I’m at home,n alwiz protected by u all..but,no choice,have to leave too..:) Think bc many memories..sweet n sour..vf frens,x lovers…frens reali come n go,who treats u good,who treats u bad..u kno it very well is just sometimes u dun wan to accept the reality thus coz dissappointment..sad..everything is changed especially when u n ur frens or even best frens are in different sch,college or uni..but when u all meet up 1 day,u will still feel the "love",still can chat the same topic,laugh,cry 2geda,u shld appreciate it..it’s hard to find such frens..well,wei,san,phing..10s!I’m glad vf u all!Love u all so much!Reali happy when meet up vf u all..I think u all too will never forget those memories that belong to us..sometimes when I think bc some memories when I was in primary sch..I miss my sis,I alwiz went to her hse almost every afternoon after sch..she did feel v not as close as last time,but wateva v still keep in touch but dun hv chance to meet..wateva,I promise,I’ll never forget u,u r still my sis since standard 3 till now n 4eva..I lost my best fren who I kno her since v r in kindergarden bcoz both of us r so stubborn,v quarrel when v r in form5,n v din contact each other till now.Bt,I did meet her when her grandpa passed away,that time was the last time I met her,it was so long ago..actuali I miss her so much,I miss the time when v r so close..when think bc form 5,I think of my gang "orbit" of coz will think bc our head of orbit..I will never forget how sad was I when get to kno he is going to leave us..sometimes when think bc,I wil still feel like wanna cry..hope he is fine in other world,take care..my grandma keep on worrying how I live in KL alone,but I told her I hv a gang of best frens here..KBgeng,"MCA" gang…so dun wori..reali lucky to have u all here..10s guys!I hv lost my dog at 30dec2006,feel so sad..till now v din even kno wat happen to him..Kiong,u r 4hrs far away fr me..:( 2days more is ur b.day,bt so soli cant go to celebrate vf u,this sem my timetable is reali pack..haih..hope u enjoy ur 23 years old ya!10s for ur luv,luv u 2!Take care o~Plan for my future,wat I wanna be,how I wan my life b..all is oledi in my mind..hehe!Gd luck ya,yoong!I’ll never a loser until I stop trying!I love this word!Happy go lucky~