Archive for November, 2008

life..

Saturday, November 1st, 2008

well..I’ve started my new life over here unexpectedly..I’ve been waiting quite some time for their reply so at last I got it..some of my friends asked me,why I’m here alone?why I choose to be here as my hometown is so far away,n I got no friend here,not even one..lonely not?actually I did feel lonely sometimes..esp when u hv to walk to office alone,walk back to ur room alone and when ur roommate is not in the room,u’re in ur room alone..dunno what to do..rite?well..what I can say is..it’s depend on u,u’re the one to choose how to walk..n how u think bout it..k,I’ve no choice,I’ve to walk alone as most of my frens r not from the same department n even my roommate too..so,what can I do is..think another way round..plan out sth else..I’l go to hv a walk if my frens r busy..go bc room n watch drama..online..sms frens..luckily,most of time I’ve been reserved!haha..I’l go to dinner with few friends..carry out some activities like play pool,play mahjong,sing k..everything in our life won’t stay long,it just stop for some time,then it will leave..the very good eg,friends..if u’re lucky,then u’ll meet some true friends n u’l always keep in touch..if not,u’l hv their contact no,everytime when u feel bored n look into the phonebook,u’l find that it’s been long time u guys din contact each other,or u guys only forward sms for each other..it’s kinda weird feeling to sms him or her,dunno what to say esp when u were very close fren b4..hi,dear XXX..how r u recently,been long time din contact u d..how’s life?or they’ve changed their hp no..u dun even know it..lagi terukzzz..everybody has their own character,style..u cant force ppl to accept u,u oso cant force ppl to change becoz of u dun like their character..what v can do is..just open one eye n cloz one eye la!haha..choose a way that will make u happier!:) there must be a reason why u got this n that..is fated!I miss my family n friends too..I love the weather here..that’s y I choose here n I always like to b independent..my frens knew that..as I think I can learn a lot when I’m alone in a strange plc..I’ve to learn to adapt the environment here,make new frens,take care of ownself not only physically but mentally as well..how to control my temper,how to talk to elder ppl or someone who is fragile,or someone who is hard to serve..u wont learn it if u din experience it..of course in the process, there might be hurts..whateva,I’l just smile..:) no choice,who asked I chose it..I would hv to know the result when I made this decision..I learnt to smile,learnt to accept,learnt to b independent,learnt to think positively..what wil happen next?no one kno it..what I believe is..it’s all fated!just be urself and believe me,Happy go Lucky..if it’s urs,someday u’l got it..enjoy everyday n appreciate it,so that u won’t be regret..:)